I've been thinking lately, am I good enough if I open my own commission work? Am I worth enough if I promote my art to the world? Am I.... ? Am I.... ? What if....? And so on.....
And then at some point I realized, why should I worried too much about all those things? Just let it flow, like the penguin from 'Fight Club' movie said (the narrator's power animal in the cave) : 'Slide........ '
So yeah, I will do my own commission work soon, I need to prepare some things first, and I will update the progress when it's done.
Last word, if maybe, there's any inputs or advices for me, please by all means, I would love to hear that
Thank you so much for reading this








I dunno why, I really grateful people keep address me as an artist, but for me, until now, I still call myself a hobbyist until I develop my own original style, which is almost complete, and until I open my commission
My suggestion, don't be like anybody else, just be yourself, and when you find yourself...... it will be the best feeling in the world, Ileana taught me that, because back then I wanted to be like her, but her words made my eyes open wide (well, just my suggestion, the rest is completely up to you)
About your surprise, just take your time, no worry at all, and whatever it is, as long as your own creation, then I would be happy to accept it
Last, thank you very very much for all your supports all these times, I really really appreciate it, means a LOT to me
Happy Thanksgiving
I'm still not sure about it, but still, I managed to make 'what-to-do' list so I know which step I should take first
Thank you as always Jenny